Saturday, February 26, 2005

that was a rather angsty and vulgar post.
sorry guys.but yea.
under those circumstances..
im forgiven huh.

anyways.after sleeping on it.
i realised that there wasnt any pt getting hurt or upset.
because i cant please everyone.
no matter what i do.there'll always be some pple who are unhappy w me.
unfortunately..the person who tagged my board is within close range of me evryday
so yea.poor person.

well..im gonna apologize for what i said in my previous entry.
but im not gonna delete.
bcos that's how i reali feel.
no holds barred.
but yes.im sorry.
initially.i loved our class.
everyone was united and all.
but yea.
maybe im too sensitive.or insensitive.
whichever way u want it.
so things started getting abit rough.
and i became seriously unhappy.
i admit it's my fault for distancing myself from u guys.
but then agn.did u guys make any effort to be frens?
nope.

when i was upset.
sheeni.chris.sharon.
brian.hector.cheuk.jacob.
these are the pple who comforted me and talked to me.
they showed me that i didnt need to have alot of frens in class.
they are the ones that matter.

i can talk to guys.
that's just the way it is since ive been in pri sku.
its not that im despo or anything.
but sometimes guys just arent bitchy and they're easier to talk to.
i think even YOU wld have to agree.
that guys and girls are just diff.
plus our class guys are real nice.
so what's wrong with being close to them.
after all..we're all classmates and friends.

things have reached a stage where.
it'll just be so weird and awkward that it cant go back to last time.
we cant even eat during break tgt anymore.
bcos there'll be this thing in btwn of us.
so now.im just gonna ask if the person who tagged my board will say who she is.
den we'll work things out.
and yea.hopefully..everything will be better.
thanks

11:27 AM