Friday, April 22, 2005

pretty tiredd.
its been a trying week.
well.i havent been doing too well in anything.
got 4/25 for my hist essay
i deserved it considering it was last minute work.
but yea.still.

had econs test today.
another thing screwed up.
what hwing said today is right.
at the rate we're going we're gonna end up getting retained tgt.
and that's an UNTHINKABLE outcome for me.
because in the event of that happening.
i will be going to POLY.
even now.
sometimes i wonder whether i made the right decision to stay in jc.
but yea.
since ive made my choice i gotta stick with it.

anyways.feel super fat and unfit.
didnt have hockey trng the WHOLE week.
got trng tmr from 7-8 + 10-11.
weird timings i know.
blame it on the pitch booking.haha
but yea.at least i'll be getting some EXERCISE.
i swear ive got to cut down on my eating.
plus the daily western thing's gonna kill me.
okie.YONG TAU FOO from this wk onwards.
onli western ONCE a week or smth.heh.
i MUST stick to it. (:
i shall aim to lose FIVE KILOGRAMS from this day forward.
-stacks of cellulite!!-

yepp.
well.
im trying to be a good girl and lead a well balanced life.
but it really is tough.
i dont want to be like the past 2 yrs in crescent.
playing and being irresponsible all the way.
it was by God's grace that i was able to catch up.
but i wont be so lucky all the time.
A's arent smth to play with.
gosh.if i can make it thru midyrs first.
sighh.

anyways.
the workload for hist is killing me.
i need to do so much catching up.
econs.hist.math!
tests coming up on monn.
im pretty screwedd.
well.
i will STUDY HARD for the next tests.
yesyes.i promise myself.

ok.that's the work aspect.
hockey trng tmr.
my stamina sucks.
i shall start running again.
plus napfa's nxt wk anyway.
haha.plus the losing weight too.

yep.and HIM!
sorry ive been such a BRAT and so difficult this week.
childish too.
i shouldnt vent my frustrations on you.
it really isnt your fault yea.
just gotta learn to cope with my workload stress first k.
we havent seen much of each other.
i miss you loads.
thank goodness for monday. (:
it got me thru the week.
loveyou.

10:21 PM